Life is so difficult. i couldn't do my best.

4.00am. couldn't fall asleep.

gotta lots of problem to think of at this moment.

hope a can of beer and a stick of cigarette could solve.

but the fact is. it couldn't. !

it still occur in my mind.

..just want u to be happy everyday, every moment, every single second.

i will do anything to ensure it.

would it be too childish?.

life isn't that simple. simple-justin just can't be that simple.

lots and lots of thing need to be solve.

i want to be success and fulfill all your needs, but the fact is....

i m such a failure.

i m so sorry. my dear. i couldn't do my best.

no matter how the future is. i wouldn't give up on myself and u.

u r the only one who always care bout me, think of me, guide me through all the hard times.

i can feel it from your heart. what you did is all good about me and our future.

u r always the one the that i need the most, the one i love the most no matter what happen later on.

things go around and around in my bloody head. couldn't sleep.

hope u will have ur sweet dream n i will be missing u whole night long my sweetie.

i love you